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私は駄目ツナです。Nowhere girl. ISFJ personality type.

Sunday, October 27, 2013

October's End: Nothing Much

Family DAE. Daehyun day.

So I went with my cousins for the Family Day. It took forever. In the afternoon, my cousin and I stayed at the Narra benches and started talking about all sorts of random things. We took pictures, most had my cousin eating in it, and got a little shameless. Haha. I "posed" twice on the bench, got caught by some students the second time and I almost felt shame. Nevertheless, we still took the picture.

We were really just waiting for everything to be over when we saw this 2-colored cat. We followed it down the stairs. Sadly, it entered the cat hole---it turned out to be a "pusang kanal". We attempted to look for other holes where the tube or whatever led, but we couldn't find one. We went back to the gym and ate pizza.

We went to places where people didn't hang out much before we saw the cat again. The cat headed to the "umbrellas" so we climbed the wall that separated the path and the umbrella area. I didn't think I could climb that. It felt awesome.

While I waited for my cousin to climb the wall, I followed the cat, the annoying cat that escaped to the parking lot by passing under the metal fence. My cousin finally caught up to me and I tried going under the metal fence. Guess what? My head and legs could fit in. Therefore, I could have gone under that and I could have chased the cat to the parking lot. Of course I didn't go under the fence lol. There were people on the other side, including the guards and some parents coming in by car.



First Confession

I can't believe what I did either, but a day before the birthday of my 3-year crush, I sent him a greeting-- that actually felt like a confession. Well, it was. Sorta.

I didn't think he'd see it, or if he did, I didn't think he'd reply but he did! That day my heart pounded so hard, I was soooo nervous. Every time I'd calm down, I'd realize that it was okay to tell him my feelings. No matter how different we were, even if our circle of friends don't overlap at all. I owed him for all the really depressing times I've overcome just by thinking of him, his reactions or whatever.

It's not like we would see each other again and I wanted to end my feelings. The only way to end that was for me to confront him, to tell him how I feel.

This afternoon, I got to chat with him using my real account. It was funny and weird. I'm just glad he doesn't hate me or anything. Phew. I still can't believe I confessed o-e'' 

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