June's Over.

Obviously.

And here I am, leeching off my roommate / blockmate's internet connection while everyone else in the room is sleeping.

Yesterday was the third time I tutored and I've spent most of the money on food.

Not sure why I'm wasting internet space for this senseless post, but as one of my roommates pointed out, I'm making facebook some sort of mini-diary and pretty much no one cares. I don't expect anyone to give a damn btw.


More nonsense on my pathetic life.



I told myself before July that I'd force myself to get over this particular guy I've liked since an eternity. Okay, not an eternity, but it does feel that way. It's bothered me that this year, he's done it again. Perhaps that too was a coincidence.

By the end of June, I stalked this girl who had a few pictures with him and found that they hanged out a lot. They like the same food and games (I think). And since they've got more similarities (which I refuse to disclose), I decided that they're for each other and that it's only a matter of time before they get into a relationship.

Today I stalked one of that guy's friends for no reason and found pictures of the girl with him, so as demanded by two of my roommates, I ended up stalking the girl. They concluded that they were in no relationship whatsoever, or if there was, it's probably one-sided.

I stalked that guy after the girl and... saw a picture that made me realize something (minutes later).

My roommates left me alone, teasing me about giving me privacy or something. I closed the tab and went on with my life and....got curious what the relationship of the two actually was. If the entrance exams results were up, I could just check what her middle name was.

... I found no such thing so I ended up stalking her, again.

I saw that she was friends with some of the guy's cousins---including his mother.

So they're either betrothed since birth or cousins.



I felt discouraged and depressed. I was probably only a few days to moving on, but no, I just had to find out that they're probably blood related. Whoever the girl he likes is remains unknown to me.

Then, I ended up stalking his mother.

She's beautiful. And they're way out of my reach.